Today’s been one of those days.
One step towards the future and one stuck in the past.
I am reminded of the mistakes I made over a decade ago. How does one shed themselves completely of their rocky past? I’m not sure.
Just when you think you have redeemed yourself, something says “You haven’t done enough”. When will it be enough? I have paid my dues twice over, still I owe something, somebody.
When you screw up for just one moment, there will forever be the shadow that follows you quietly and discreetly until it sees you succeeding and moving forward, then BAM it trips you and kicks you when you are down.
Guess what? I win today.
I applied to Western Washington University where I will be pursuing a Bachelors in Human Services.
Why? So, I can help people that have been tripped and kicked while their down. I WIN.

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